They
took her from her home and her family. She was but a small school girl with
pigtails and two front teeth missing. The times were very serious, but she was
not. It was the still of the night when the soldiers came. A terrible banging
on the door was followed swiftly by men in boots moving quickly from one room
to the next creating a horrible noise. Her mother cried out her name, this she
remembered. Down the steps she was plunged, ever so quickly. In the kitchen
below were severl men in uniforms. She grabbed the rail for a moment, as if to
steady herself, but she was trying to understand what she was seeing. Her
father was on the floor, his face squeezed beneath the boot of a soldier. She
was thrust violently forward, compelled down the stairs. With only a glance, she
noticed the tear in her fathers eye - and that despite his swollen face and the
obvious pain of the boot pressing him to the floor - his eyes did not leave her
when she was pulled through the room. She had no idea where she was being
taken. She knew nothing of work camps or death camps. She couldn’t comprehend
the horrors she would see in the coming days at that moment. To her, life was
simply about her mother, her father and her older sister.
She knew
of summers at the creek and picnic baskets. She tasted the warmth of her
mother’s best apple pies. She licked the insides of the bowls when momma baked.
She had not seen hardship, and she knew little of the life that lay beyond the
walls of her home and her nearby school yard. All this was about to change. As
she was dragged beyond her father’s eyes, she looked up and saw her mother shoved
against the kitchen wall a soldier angrily leaning into her. Though she was being
pulled quickly, and though it hurt her arms a lot – the sight of mother’s face
burned deep within her heart. She did not know where they were taking her, but
she made a choice from that moment on to live with her mother’s face buried
deep inside. She was tossed into the back of a truck and left sitting on a
bench beside other children. The cold night air enveloped her as she sat
without shoes or socks and in nothing but a long night shirt.
She may never see her momma again, but she would not forget her face. She would recall everything she could about that face. She thought in the coming days often of her tender eyes, her gentle voice and her laughter when father would say something funny at dinner. She remembered the way momma taught her to set the table and to fold the napkins – though where she was taken no such luxuries were found. During the days and nights at the camp, she learned to work. She struggled to find food, and she often heard the voice of her mother in her ears. Be kind. Don’t cry. Stand up straight. She had the voice inside her. And she followed the shadow of her momma pressed against the kitchen wall. She wished she had listened more as a child. She wished she had wanted to play less and sing more with momma.
When I think of my dad in
memories my childhood, he doesn't appear as the man I know today. In fact,
I see him in "black and white". He is a contrast image - instructing
right and disciplining wrong. He is a cardboard cut out of the man I have come
to know as an adult. Only with maturity did I learn to see him as he is - a
real man. In the same way, the laws of God could be obeyed as a list, but they
left the people with only a shadow of the wonder of the person of their
Heavenly Father.
Key Principle: To restart life, we need more than a shadow - we need intimate relationship that comes by opening our heart to the call of our Master.
Order: In 539 BCE Cyrus captured the city of
In about 530 BCE, all work was stopped by the false accusations of surrounding governors to the king (Ezra 4) – all work was halted for about a decade – although the altar appeared to function throughout. August 29, 520 BCE Ten years of STALLED OUT WORK needed a restart. How do you restart a life that has stalled? How do you gain the enthusiasm to get things going? Haggai’s message against the inertia and apathy that set in during the “decade of delay” (Haggai 1).
- God initiated the conviction – real change begins with an often unexplained stirring of the heart (1:1).
- God dealt with decision makers – God addresses the one who can make the change. You can’t change everything, but are called to surrender what is YOURS to change (1:2).
- God connected their mouths with their hearts – what we really feel does wear through our mouths (1:3-5).
- God connected the sin of their hearts with the struggles of their daily life – sometimes we have to have things pointed out to us! (1:6,7 and 9-11).
- God addressed the will of the people and surrender – until we surrender to Him nothing else matters (1:8, 12 and 14).
- God offered comfort to the faithful – because His presence fills the holes of a surrendered life (1:13)
I
cannot be what God wants me to be until I clearly understand that I was made to
be a tool in His hands, to complete His purposes. Every fiber of my
being is called to surrender, and every fiber fights back with no natural
desire to do so. I want to control and I fight to be pre-eminent in a world
where I was designed for neither – control nor pre-eminence! Surrender is
the path to victory.
By September
21, 520 BCE the Lord stirred the spirit of the people (Haggai 1:14)
and the
- The older people looked back and got discouraged about the methods of ministry (Haggai 2:1-3). It is possible that the way you did it before was better, but it is also possible that it was not – and your memory isn’t that thorough.
- The young and untested leaders began to look within and see insufficient resources to complete the task (2:4-5). In your energy and right walk – it is possible you will conclude that YOU are the one bringing the success.
- The people began to look around, and were discouraged by the wealth and power of the nations around them (Haggai 2:6-9). It is easy to begin to believe that what people have is THEIRS – yet only the Lord truly owns anything!
God told them that the past was no measure, their abilities no measure, their meager wealth and size no measure – the whole work was to be a miracle of God’s power, borne through God’s presence in God’s people! They needed only to trust Him and surrender themselves to accomplish His purposes.
By the beginning of November 520 (Zechariah 1:1) the people were
already losing heart. They knew that God COULD do great things in the lives of
people – but they didn’t think THEY were the people God would do them through!
God raised up another prophet – Zechariah (Yahweh remembers!) to tell them a
story of their own past that was designed to remind them of a critical error –
Zoom in on a couple of important
terms in this short but powerful word from God:
- Power of the Past: We cannot change directions until we admit the one we are traveling on is leading us astray. We can easily be diluted into believing that because others before us (people we love and revere) did no better, we should set our standards no higher than they lived. Part of the story of your defeat isn’t just about YOU, it is about your family and the habits and excuses you have grown familiar with. “We are just like that in my family” is holding back your opportunity to go past a surface knowledge of God. His Spirit is being quenched by family excuses!
Note the term
“Lord of Hosts” in 1:3 (3 times), in 1:4
and 1:6. “YHWH Tz’vaot” is a term used for the commander of an army. He is the
Supreme Commander of the armies of the Heavens. A second and essential
element of the term is tied to TIME. (tsaw-baw': can be understood as an
appointed time, as a war was in ancient society.) The term speaks of the
Lord of both the physical and spiritual realm. He is Lord of those alive in
this world – and those who have already passed into the next, or were not a
part of this realm.
- Power of the Pattern: (1:5-6) You know that I promised the promises would OVERTAKE (naw-sag': to reach; to offer the ability to attain) you if you followed, and OVERTAKE you if you rebelled (cp. Dt. 28:2ff). God told the people at Ebal and Gerizim that they obedience would offer them the ability or platform to attain blessing, as disobedience would offer them the platform of chastisement.
In the cold rains of December 18, 520 BCE, the chilled rains were
making life difficult in the building trade, but they continued on with
obedience. Silently, discouragement was setting in with the chill in their
bones. God spoke again to Haggai (2:10-23) -
God hot His word into the hearts
of the discouraged people that their work was unholy, even in obedience,
because they felt the work made THEM surrendered to Him. They mistook
their HANDS for their HEART – a deadly mistake.
2. Though obedience is desired by
God, the end goal is not the work you are doing. God doesn’t need a
2:18 ‘Do
consider from this day onward, from the twenty-fourth day of the ninth month;
from the day when the temple of the LORD was founded, consider: 19 ‘Is the seed
still in the barn? Even including the vine, the fig tree, the pomegranate and
the olive tree, it has not borne fruit. Yet from this day on I will bless you.’”
“I am
FOR you” – but the problem with
Later the same day, December 18, 520 BCE another
Word from God came specifically for the leader of God’s people. Even he was
worn out. The work was not as exciting and was just plain hard by now. These
were the chilly “dog days of winter”…
The final message is directed
specifically to Zerubbabel, the governor of
20 Then the word of the LORD came a second time to Haggai on
the twenty-fourth day of the month, saying, 21 “Speak to Zerubbabel governor of
If I am not promised fame for my
hard work, nor fortune, nor power nor pleasure -- why do it then? Because my life is for my Master. My hope is in
HIM – not what I can accomplish. If He chooses blessing for my days, I shall be
glad. If He is most honored by my submission in hardship, I must be willing to
bow my head. He owes no martyr anything – for He blesses them when they enter
His arms.
Zerubbabel was promised that God
would act in the future in a decisive way. He would be like God’s signet ring –
a stamp that authenticated His royal authority. God
never forgets the promises He makes.
Our life must become enduring SIMPLE
– I serve an audience of ONE. My unbridled desires for more quick and complete
fulfillment will kill the joy of process and the simplicity of
needs in our lives. God is a process God – He wants
blessing to be more fulfilling because it is worked at over a long period of
time. He wants the uncertainty of the result to force
us to walk with Him daily, over a long period of time to see results. We plant,
weed, water and wait! God has designed life with an uncertainty of outcomes
so that we will not simply "do right to get right" and be satisfied,
but be forced to lean on Him for each day and each need as we obey - still
uncertain of the short term outcomes - certain only of His long term GLORY.
There they are. Five Calls of
God – Each offers a unique help to getting a PLAN B LIFE on track:
- If God is stirring – I will seek Him for direction.
- If God is convicting – I will probe more deeply into what I can do to bring a smile to Him.
- If I am lacking - I will ask Him what He desires to show me.
- If I am being stubborn about something in my life – I will carefully hand it over to Him.
- If I think I am not good enough – I will trust that God can make me more than I am.
- If I walk in fear – I will stand closer to the Father who cannot be defeated.
- If I feel small in the face of others about me – I will take comfort that I am a uniquely handcrafted item!
- If I become discouraged that others are getting ahead – I will look at the finish line of life and see that Jesus is there, with everything I will need to be satisfied!
- If I think my work isn’t becoming what I thought it could – I will more carefully examine if it is becoming what will please my Master!
- If I am satisfied in my sinful practices – I will think about the day I stand before my Master and hear from Him how I did.
- If I think “I am doing pretty well” – I will ask the Spirit of God to pierce my heart with areas of stubbornness and disobedience that I have grown accustomed to.
- If I am experiencing serious lack in what I need – I will examine my life more closely to see what God is trying to show me.
- If I think I am doing much too little for the kingdom of my Master – I will ask God to show me what I am doing that is less important and wasting the time.
- If I am obedient by disappointed or discouraged – I will submit my desires for recognition, or reward in this life to the gentle hands of my Master, who knows how to reward well.
- If I am a
discouraged leader or others – I will ask God to take joy in the efforts
of my hands, and then trust Him to do it!
- If I am
impatient with God’s answers on my behalf – I will deliberately bring to
mind that God is a process God. I will hoe, plant and water… and God will
get glory even if I never see the increase.

Some 30 years ago while raising 3 children as a single parent, I was blessed to have the teaching of making Christ the head of our household. One afternoon, overwhelmed with cares, standing in the kitchen with dirty dishes and laundry all around me, I cried out to the Lord and clearly heard "Just do it, just do it for Me." It was sustaining and memorable. This teaching helps me understand better what He was telling me.
Posted by: Cindy | 09 December 2009 at 08:53 AM